winter ended

Bitter winter

While winter may have pasted

The bitterness remains

Cold and blue I’m stuck in here again

Alone no one to help me

I’m standing in the cold

Looking for a way out

As always there isnt one

I feel so desperate in need of help

All these pills and nothing provides relief

I’m overcome with anxiety guilt grief and confusion

Lost in my own vortex of mass chaos

Need to find a way out of myself

Shaking heart pounding

Covered in cold sweat

Darkness surrounds light scarce

Staring off into space

Mind racing out of control

Always sucking me in

Can’t pull my head out of the fog

Standing right above the edge of hell

Fire bellow just waiting for my fall