Too long
Fearful desperate held down
for too long
I don’t think we were truly
meant to be
We held on for so long out of
fear
Just a desperate girl and
stupid boy foolishly in “love”
We closed ourselves in tethered
together
Not knowing where one ends
and the other began
Forgetting who you are unable
to think…move freely
Couldn’t move without hurting
the other
So you learn to take the pain
Fall instep learn to move
together
Bound by deep seeded issues
fears insecurities
After all no one wants to be
alone truly
Why do we accept the pain so
easily
As humans we adapt to our environment
To souls bound hopelessly
together
Coexisting cohabitating
moving blindly ahead simply existing
Not knowing or really caring
where you’re going
Having no expectations of change
You just drag your lifeless
body ahead
Not caring what hell lay
ahead
Ignoring the immense pain the
searing heat burning pain
Getting closer to that
bottomless pit of fire
Fighting to stay together at
the same time
Struggling to separate…
It continues
both of you feeling like
You’re getting the short end
of the stick
It’s you who bends always
giving in
While the other just keeps
kicking you while your down
It’s always you who’s suffering-unloved
Unappreciated-whose feelings
are disregarded,
You’re the only one trying to
change
To meet the needs of the
other
Always in a power
struggle-you’re the one
Who always takes the dive it’s
become expected
Sometimes taking a dive is
less painful than standing up
Figuring its better not to
struggle
Learning to take that pain so
easily
You don’t really want to stay…
But you don’t know how to let
go
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